somebody take me out and get me drunk. Can't wait for Winter ball next Saturday. Time of my life. Time to feel beautiful again. Time to be somebody's Cinderella. IDK, wrote this english paper, which still blows my mind because it makes a whole lot of sense, but it's one of those things that you need to read a thousand times to get everything out of ( Read more... )

a lot of shit has gone down these last two days with the fam. Calls to the police, random officers at the house, traveling to the older generation houses, frowns and tears all around...Suffice it to say that the problems have been temporarily resolved with the enactment of a transient restraining order on my dad issued by the sheriff until February ( Read more... )

i think that the way i stay so mentally healthy most of the time, when it is clear and evident that i could be doing a whole lot worse, is the fact that i don't keep my own secrets, i have nothing to hide. I've always been open with people and it's a trend that continues to grow everyday...screts don't make friends, with others or yourself. So this ( Read more... )

oh dear, having such a bad day and now I'm back to being a happy panda....mmmmm let me tell you about it ( Read more... )

another reason why life can suck my ball sack....arrrggggg...hate people, stupid pansie ass untalented fuckers....aaaaahhhhhh hate PEOPLE!!!!!! bad stupid spell move put on by some stupid intelectual part of me saying that it isn't right. Life's equation isn't working out....there is no fucking lightbulb to life and i won't wake up in the morning ( Read more... )

getting back on track now...getting back on track...i guess the hardest part of life right now, besides the stress of midterms around the corner which are breaking my fucking back, is the idea to completely move on, and in doing so, prohibit a possible future route in life, or to stick with these emotions and enable myself in get hurt yes, but also ( Read more... )

Aaaahhhhhh...sooo tired. MY goodness. Two shows and then rehearsal and then b-ball game and then walking through parks with jenny and flirting with her cousin's stoned friends who make out with betsy on new years eve and want to watch lesbian action and then going to her house and watching grease and then getting dropped off at home while listening ( Read more... )

j fReAkInG bIzzY: hey is this brentan ( Read more... )

It's so unhealthy and I'm so not over it...I can only refuse that thought for so long. After that it all comes back to me...god damnit, i'm a fucking pussy. When will i grow up and man up some freaking testicles?

WHO THE HELL IS OZZYTHESK8ER? RANDOM PERSON JUST BITCHED ME OUT ABOUT BEING A BAD PERSON THAT I'VE DISGRACED THEM AND DISGUSTED THEM AND THEY ARE SO MAD AT ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF SOMETHING I DON'T EVEN KNOW I DID...SOMETHING ABOUT SCREWING WITH PEOPLE'S MINDS AND SHIT, I DON'T REALLY KNOW, MY BRAINDOWNSHIFTED INTO THE LIMBIC SYSTEM SO I DIDN'T ( Read more... )