The dress is absolutely GORGEOUS!!!! I look like Cinderella in it....now if only I could find my Prince Charming...It makes me want to grow a penis so I can do dirty things to myself =P I can't wait untill that night, it's going to be spectacular. and even though I'll mostlikely be dateless, the evening will be magical because of friends, music, ( Read more... )

Oh God this last week has brought on so many tears...sinus headache every day of my life. Geesh. But at the end of the day, the realization that lide isn't all that bad sinks in and a smile surfaces once again. After all-what would life be without a smile ( Read more... )

I feel so unloved...don't know why, just nothing...fuck it-sometimes you just hate yourself

ok well this evening was fantastic....i was doing h-work, feeling good, rocking out to music, talking with friends, ready to party like a beast...and then...the storm came ( Read more... )

cool kid quote for the day: "It's in your mouth, you might as well enjoy it!"-Ryan Whitacre ( Read more... )

AAAHHHHHHH i can't sleep....the thoughts in mind prohibit anything useful from happenning. Damn memories and damn my presumptions to dwell on certain topics past their death. This one has died, DIED, i need to come to terms with the fact that it isn't fucking Jesus Christ and it won't be resurected in the morning. I just have to breathe life into a ( Read more... )

sick today too...but have to go to school tomorrow because of that damn history thing, and also because MATHEW HOMER BARRS is coming tomorrow! Woot for the cool cat of 2003! I <3 that kid, oh i do i do i do-oooo! Gotta look like super hot tomorrow for him because he might have a gf and that is just unacceptable behavior ( Read more... )

SICK DAY 2DAY! No escuela para mi hoy! eh it was all good...even still, my life remained remarkable in many a ways ( Read more... )

I know you're probably not reading this, because you took me off your friends list and what not, even though i don't think that rationalle makes any sense, so essentially i'm just spouting off to myself here, but i felt like posting this anywayz because i found it and i loved it and i started crying because she is now my new savior ( Read more... )

I thought today was gonna be shitty, just because we'd be going on like two whole weeks of massive amounts of time spent at JT and I was kinda tired of repeating the same exact thing day in and day out....but no. Today was freaking ridonculous (compliments of Jillian Stewart!) in the good kind of way. And I guess I'm just "curling iron retarded" at ( Read more... )