I hate how my past continuously comes back to fuck me over. I never deal with anything, I just pretend it's not there. So it stays there and grows until I can't contain it anymore and some of it starts leaking out. It mostly leaks out in the form salt water through my eyes, because I have to keep my mouth completely shut so the garbage won't ( Read more... )

Half the people I know are being total idiots.
Thanks.
Seriously.

I've been so happy all day ( Read more... )

At this point not much is going right.
Annnnnnnnnd I'm pretty much done.
It's just not worth it anymore.
I'm tired of having a knot in my stomach.

Never read Angels in America.
It's depressing beyond all reason.

Hmmmmmmm
I need to buy too much music.
But I'm going to be getting plenty of money because I'm working 7 hour shifts five days a week.
Everything is going well right now.
Hopefully it stays that way.
I just don't know if I'm cut out for all the work it takes to have a relationship.
I hate being jealous.
It's annoying.
ugh.

Today was so fun ( Read more... )

It's nice ( Read more... )

Thrift shopping is fun. I got about 8 shirts and some shorts for 16 bucks.
Sweet deal.
Don't forget to put your clothes in the dryer after you've washed them. They'll smell bad.

I can't believe I'm going to be 19 soon. I've missed out on so much. I wanted to have a lame high school experience like in the movie's. I wanted my first year of college to be some major event that changed my life forever. I wanted to be an adult by now. I'm so sick wishing my life was completely different, but I can't be satisfied with where ( Read more... )