numbish

trying hard to keep it together, or at least fall apart in some kind of controlled fashion.

hard to avoid panic at the moment - waiting for phone call of good news about 2nd interview.

not coping, but refusing to do anything about it just yet.

got made redundant on thursday ( Read more... )

Pleased to announce that I did a proper 77km ride on the weekend, on top of my weekly commute totalling 92km - bringing me up to 169km for that 6 day period ( Read more... )

pissed ( Read more... )

Think about balancing a tennis racquet on the palm of your hand. It's not that hard to do - all that's required is to be aware of which direction the centre of gravity of the racquet is falling and move the palm of your hand towards, and past, that direction. And repeat.

If you keep that up then the racquet can be balanced for a long while. It can ( Read more... )

shittest week at work this week ( Read more... )

pished ( Read more... )

How about I put a hole in your face? (pointing SLR at transgressors head) I'd go upstairs and sleep well tonight. Oh, yeah, you can count on that. We used to stack fucks like you 5 feet high in Korea and use them as sandbags ( Read more... )

i still don't know what to write ( Read more... )

not sure what to write.

will wait until later in the week to make sure