I am just so tired of everything. Greg in rehab, great, first time sober in 13 years, woo hah! We're all committed to the future, and that's great. But then something that he did to me comes back from the past, something I didn't know about ( Read more... )

It makes me feel super awesome to say "the next round of guys are queued up." If only I could actually be a player, instead of just occasionally talking like one.

In order to be successful over the next few months, I may need to give up two things I enjoy but don't love. One of those I am certain I can live without, as long as I can keep control of my credit card. The other one may be more difficult to avoid temptation, but I think in the long run I'll be better off ( Read more... )

I've been keeping a private journal since my trip to New York. It's a very different experience from here because I can be absolutely frank. It's funny to read my own writing about sex, actual opinions of people, and other matters that I hold back on in here (probably for the good of everyone involved). Sadly, it means less posting here ( Read more... )

YES!!!!!!!!!!

I have been drinking and writing since 8am. I've learned that moderate amounts of alcohol can duplicate that sleepy, dreamy state that can prove must productive for cranking out words. It is a delicate balancing act, and I'm pretty sure I'll be exhausted by the end of the day ( Read more... )

I've bought my tickets, and I'll be in New York from Friday, April 24 until Monday, May 4. I'm starting to get really pumped about my trip and can't wait. Also, I should be finished with my book about a week before my trip (margin for error, of course), which will mean I can enjoy the vacation without feeling there's something I should be doing ( Read more... )

*I've been unemployed for about a month now, and I can't remembering being so happy in years. I look forward to every day now ( Read more... )

Apparently I'm going to "try" tomorrow. I hope that this is merely a codename for "succeed."

Today I made a new friend who gave me a ride home and will be my going-out partner until teh KRISTERS comes back, had a long Facebook conversation with an awesome friend, and gave two weeks' notice to my boss.