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you know what? life isnt all so bad right now. rashad and i are fine. i love how i just come over to his house after he's done work and we lay together and watch stupid tv shows. or we dont watch tv at all, we just lay there and he'll rub my back and i'll rub his and we'll lay there and just talk. its special, and i love every minute of it. people ( Read more... )

I don’t know how much I like having this public journal anymore. Its like, I have a private journal that pretty much anyone can read anyway. The only reason I have this one is for Bryan and Rashad pretty much, because Bryan doesn’t want to read my private one but still reads this one; and Rashad doesn’t have a livejournal so he cant read mine ( Read more... )

i hung out with rashad last night. i made him brownies cuz his back was sore and he always wanted me to make him brownies. but they got messed up and i tried to make them so perfect and they were ruined! i almost cried, hah. but he says he loves them even though they're ugly as sin ( Read more... )

last night sucked. well, only the rashad part. me and bryan went to taco bell for dinner and had a grand ol' time doing that. he copied my order! :evil face: but its okay. went back to his house and got to lay in his new comfy bed. i love it. its great stuff. he took me on his computer and tried to help me find things but the website didnt work : ( Read more... )

lets see, what to say. well. my car officially broke down the other night. i called bryan and john hysterical, so they came to jump it for me. i called rashad crying too; cuz i was on my way to see him and so he ran down so i wouldnt be alone. jumped the car, and it went for a block or two; if that. so i had to get a tow truck.. yadda yadda. long ( Read more... )

and so rashad did it again. i trusted him and *POOF* that got thrown right back in my face. record time i think though, it was 10 days. 10 days 'til i found out, 6 until he got another girlfriend. i told him i always find out, and i guess he just doesnt believe me. :smh: i dont know what i'm gonna do with myself. all i do is get hurt in the end; ( Read more... )

well. Yesterday was quite.. eventful I guess you could say. Work was fine, nothing out of the ordinary. I had the biggest craving for tacos and so I had planned on going to taco bell after work, but I came home and guess what?! My mommy made tacos! : cheese: so I had dinner at home, then went and picked up Ashley so we could go tanning. I’m ( Read more... )

the first day of spring officially ranks as the #3 best day of the year, behind christmas and my birthday. i can sum it up for ya in one word: RITA'S. all three of them. fudge brownie is love, by the way. strawberry is still the best. and i feel bad for those of you 'west coasters' that dont know rita's. whew, sucks to be you ( Read more... )

whew, it’s been quite some time since I’ve written in this thing! Well, nothing all too new and exciting has gone on I guess. I’m not in debt anymore, I’ve got that all taken care of. I get paid tomorrow and it should be around $360 so that means that I’ll have to start saving it so I can make sure I have enough money when my cell phone bill comes ( Read more... )