So, this must be pretty hard on you too. The ambulance ride and waiting must have stirred up some pretty horrible memories for you. Don't let your anger with yourself for having those memories get out of control. I know you don't like to hear this, but you can't control everything. m I'm glad Justin isn't hurt to badly.
He'll be fine, Brian. It's good that he has someone to tie him to his bed, where he should stay put for the next days. Still. strange incident somehow. Has he hit his head at a piece of furniture? This is nobody's fault, maybe Justi´n didn't look where he was going.
As this seems to be the only way to reach him, maybe, if a couple of people comment, you could print this out for him, to read in bed, once he can. Maybe you want to skip this...
Justin, take care and do everything Brian says, you don't want to worry him. You should take it easy. Sometimes the body tells you to slow down, and if you don't it does it for you. You've been under stress prior to your graduation and then excited about the gallery. Take a break and enjoy your time with Gus and Peter. Go easy on Brian Big HUG
... End of.. what did you call it... squealing and cooing...
thanks for providing this space, but in a way this is also for you, even though you probably don't want to know.
I am not in the frame of mind to reply "nicely" to all these good wishes as I have been instructed, but I did share everybitch's comments with J earlier.
just read your comment at the com... whichever way I want to try to look at this... I just can't... I'm just angry. I shouldn't say anything here, knowing no details, but details or not, that won't change how I feel about the fact that Justin was hurt somehow by intent. I said before that I found the whole thing too strange... I don't even know what I write here... I really can't bear this
I don't know where this is coming from. I can't fit it in with whateverthefuck was going on before, whenever June 27 was. I don't keep a fucking calendar, so how can I respond to this (as I've been ordered to do - reply to everybitch who talks to me).
So, consider yourself comforted. Or a reasonable facsimile.
Oh he better keep his ass in bed! He doesn't need to be on here talking with us! And tell him I said "I am home right now! I am not taking a trip for weeks! Just lay still and REST!" Does he even remember how he fell? God! Thank goodness Peter found him. And Brian? Go easy on Peter. He loves Justin too and I am sure it freaked him out to see him lying there like that. I suppose I wouldn't dare ask what emotions it stirred in you?
I am not thanking goodness for Peter at this precise moment. That is one "emotion" you can be sure
Well just shit! I just read bj connect....I don't know what to say! You only wrote that Peter is responsible yet didn't tell any of us how. I can appreciate that you are too upset to do so but you aren't the only one who worries. When you calm down could you elaborate please Mr. Kinney?
He was at Kinnetik. Which was my fault, I called and asked (practically ordered) him to come there to deal with Peter, who was having some kind of meltdown, according to Cynthia. I had fucking wall-to-wall meetings all day, so why shouldn’t I call Justin to come and handle it, he usually handles Peter better anyway, how could I have known he’d fall downOf COURSE this isn't your fault. Any of it. Justin's being at Kinnetik, anything. Why shouldn't you call Justin, of course you should. He's good with Peter
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It wasn't a guess; you already knew. That's why you were annoyed by the details of Cynthia and Peter trying to talk to you - you were consciously rejecting the idea that Peter could have hurt Justin (I'm sure it was an accident, though that doesn't make it easier to deal wtih), but you were picking up on the details that were telling you he did. That's why these journals work so well - writing down observations and reading the signs instead of just shrugging off what they're telling you.
I'm very sorry Peter created this mess, and I really hope Justin's feeling better. Give him a big hug from the bitches.
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I'm glad Justin isn't hurt to badly.
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He'll be fine, Brian. It's good that he has someone to tie him to his bed, where he should stay put for the next days.
Still. strange incident somehow. Has he hit his head at a piece of furniture?
This is nobody's fault, maybe Justi´n didn't look where he was going.
As this seems to be the only way to reach him, maybe, if a couple of people comment, you could print this out for him, to read in bed, once he can. Maybe you want to skip this...
Justin, take care and do everything Brian says, you don't want to worry him.
You should take it easy. Sometimes the body tells you to slow down, and if you don't it does it for you. You've been under stress prior to your graduation and then excited about the gallery.
Take a break and enjoy your time with Gus and Peter.
Go easy on Brian
Big HUG
... End of.. what did you call it... squealing and cooing...
thanks for providing this space, but in a way this is also for you, even though you probably don't want to know.
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I shouldn't say anything here, knowing no details, but details or not, that won't change how I feel about the fact that Justin was hurt somehow by intent.
I said before that I found the whole thing too strange...
I don't even know what I write here... I really can't bear this
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So, consider yourself comforted. Or a reasonable facsimile.
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He doesn't need to be on here talking with us!
And tell him I said "I am home right now! I am not taking a trip for weeks! Just lay still and REST!"
Does he even remember how he fell? God! Thank goodness Peter found him.
And Brian? Go easy on Peter. He loves Justin too and I am sure it freaked him out to see him lying there like that.
I suppose I wouldn't dare ask what emotions it stirred in you?
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Well just shit! I just read bj connect....I don't know what to say! You only wrote that Peter is responsible yet didn't tell any of us how. I can appreciate that you are too upset to do so but you aren't the only one who worries.
When you calm down could you elaborate please Mr. Kinney?
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He was at Kinnetik. Which was my fault, I called and asked (practically ordered) him to come there to deal with Peter, who was having some kind of meltdown, according to Cynthia. I had fucking wall-to-wall meetings all day, so why shouldn’t I call Justin to come and handle it, he usually handles Peter better anyway, how could I have known he’d fall downOf COURSE this isn't your fault. Any of it. Justin's being at Kinnetik, anything. Why shouldn't you call Justin, of course you should. He's good with Peter ( ... )
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I'm very sorry Peter created this mess, and I really hope Justin's feeling better. Give him a big hug from the bitches.
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