im going to alaska again this summer. im pretty excited about it, for some ungodly reason. i dont think it will be that bad. well, i know it will be, so i guess thats not true. i dont know why i am excited. but i am. probably naknek and then ketchikan, if were lucky and can get a spot in ketchikan. or we could just do one or the other. the longest ( Read more... )

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so im going to sacramento tomorrow. wonderful. i dont think dread is the right word, but im really not looking forward to it. im looking forward to seeing my mom and adam and natalie. but thats about it. im not looking forward to the 3 hour drive and overnight stay in watsonville thursday. friday night will be my only social time ( Read more... )

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tonight was fun. zach and i ate naan n curry and then saw mates of sate, spoon and death cab for cutie at the greek theater.
were leaving for portland tomorrow, well, today. in a few hours. hot damn.
im watching a show about a giant crocodile. cool.

fuck, im lonely. how did it get this bad? i never used to be lonely, ever. i never used to need any sort of human interaction. and now it just kills me. i think its because now im so terrified and paranoid that i need something to make me feel sane. i wish i could blame it on hard drugs or a traumatizing incident but i cant. im just afraid of ( Read more... )

ugh. my belly is full of spaghettios. its an amazing feeling. i took my dog to the vet. shes not dying, shes just fucking crazy. stephen colbert is amazing too. zach and i went for another good bike ride from his house to cornerstone for some tasty food. it was nice except it was way too hot today to be riding around from 1130-2. i only have 2 days ( Read more... )

alright. here goes. i was in naknek, alaska working in the egghouse of a processing plant that murdered salmon by the tons daily for the month of july. it was pretty hellish but easy. it went by fast. i almost miss parts of it. i didnt make as much money as i was expecting but it was still more than ive ever made in my life so i cant complain. we ( Read more... )

why did i do this, again? i dont know. livejournal will always be a distant friend that i think about all the time. it's a terribe idea, i know.