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camp thursday! one more day to get my shit together. that's intense. but it's like the same feeling i had before i left for college. i just wanted to do it and get it over with. find out what it's REALLY like. who i will be living with, what i really will be doing, what girls i really will be in charge of. me? in charge? wow. there has been A LOT ( Read more... )

lots of points for silly friends and good ice cream. maybe a bad movie, but funny travel channel show. dramatic shows about state parks will make me pee my pants any day.
still miss the depauw, but all i'll be back there soon enough.

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i want to go back to school. why do i feel feel completely worthless while i'm home? i don't want to at all. is it my fault? but why do i run after everyone else? sigh...sleep...soon i'll go to camp and i'll be too distracted to feel sorry for myself ( Read more... )

home again. settled in finally. i love the giant bed that i call mine. so nice...mmm...but i went to the track meet w/meghan. fun to see girls i haven't seen in forever. smart, fun, sweet, girls. and big hugs. those can never hurt :) nice to hang out with meghan again. after not speaking for so long, being comfortable together is awesome. i did ( Read more... )

after last night's AMAZING concert, i have had an epiphany on my life. i must accomplish at least one of these three things in my life, in order of preference ( Read more... )

YEEEAH! i am done with math foooorever! i'm so happy. and i think i raped it. even better. possibly my first depauw A....let's keep our fingers crossed....i hope i hope ( Read more... )

soo nice outside and i finished my last paper of the semester! yay! now only an econ project left! so close! then my calc final which won't be impossible then my HARD ass comm final. i'm pretty sure it's going to be tough. so much memorization material...but i've got plenty of time to study that stuff ( Read more... )

why am i the most jealous person alive? i just felt jealous twangs regarding something i have NO control over that is happening sooo far away from me, that i have felt entirely over already ( Read more... )