All I know is I'm breathing now...

I look at the picture of you helping me walk in G.G.'s shoes. We are at Grandma
and Grandpa Rice's house. I'm guessing it's Easter, considering the lovely yellow
dress I'm wearing and the dress pants, button up shirt and suspenders, yes
suspenders, you're wearing. You're gently holding me by the pudgy arm, your ( Read more... )

...i'm always gonna wanna make it move...

All of my faith has been restored in the Academy Awards!

My predictions were right for the main Oscars, and I am
SO STOKED about Slumdog Millionaire, and Sean Penn in Milk.
Both fantastic movies! Go see them!

in your eyes, in your eyes, in your eyes

First wine tasting adventure = so much fun.

Dad and Meri buying me wine = amazing

Mexcian food + gigantic stawberry daiquiri + all of the wine I had on an empty stomach = I think I'm going to be sick

Well worth it though.

...breaks your faith to pieces on the floor

This semester feels weird. I feel kind of lazy.

Lots of applications to fill out too; internship, peer advisor,
London trip next January...intent to graduate in DECEMBER,
ahhh!

I was also so happy today that I literally fell over, almost onto one
of my bosses...it was very strange, I think they put something in ( Read more... )

Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Seriously? This whole thing sucks.

I really hope you realize that. If you don't,
I really hope one day you will.

Then I wouldn't be bitter, I'd just be better now.

First non-school related freak out of the year, check.

I didn't think it'd be that hard. I don't think it should have
been that hard.

Everything will change, but love remains the same...

I love writing.

I love writing.

I FREAKIN LOVE WRITING!

I would rather be happy and have everyone think I am a disappointment, then wake
up every single day dreading the thought of getting out of bed and carrying out one
giant charade.

This is it. I will not play this game in 2009. Game over. I win.

I should know who I am by now
I walk
The record stands somehow
Thinking of winter
Your name is the splinter ( Read more... )

...playing the role with nerves left exposed

I am in need of a serious Garden State moment...standing on a car screaming into a deep abyss.

...A snow flake on your cheek
Would make this Christmas so Beautiful
But that would just bring the pain
Cause things can’t stay the same
These Holidays won’t be wonderful...

i wish i wasn't such a grinch...

but I hate this time of year.