I forgot about live journal. I'm sick of myspace, and apparently in the past 6 months + that I havnt been using this service, no one else has either. or at least none of my 10 "friends"...haha ( Read more... )

What am I doing? Where am I going? What am I feeling? Did I do something wrong? Am I a bad person? Is she a bad person? Could this work? Am I insane for even considering that it could work? Is there something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with her? If there's something wrong with both of us, is that better or worse? Why am I being thrown ( Read more... )

i take back the one nice thing i said.

it's amazing how my life works ( Read more... )

i havn't written in this in a while. ive typed pages and deleted them. the words dont seem to work as well anymore ( Read more... )

nope. nevermind. im fine again. thats why i rule.

i am such a fucking sucker. i fall for it all the time. if gullible was written on a girls forehead, id marry her. remember brian, theres no such thing as seccond chances. and you dont play games right? dont like playing the fool, do we? i keep thinking im a grown up, but i dont think its going to happen any time soon. im staring at a wall ( Read more... )

ive partied every day for the last 8 days straight. thursday of last week, mike and ligeia got back, and we tore it up. i stole shoes from one of the dudes in heavyheavylowlow. they trashed my house. thats what they get ( Read more... )

i am a liar and a fraud. i convinced myself that i didnt care for so long, that i think i believed it ( Read more... )

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain ( Read more... )