im back. i feel different, but not that different. i wentto bonnaroo. i saw radiohead, tom petty, beck, death cab, bright eyes, sonic youth, and a bunch more. i talked to lots of hippies. i did things i said id never do. i think i want to go back again next year. there was just some amazing feeling in the air. i drove to memphis and took a tour of ( Read more... )

the weekend kind of blew. it seemed like we were constantly looking for a party that wasnt happening. i got to spend some time with my friends though. i love them more than i love myself most of the time. proably the one good thing about this shitty state. i ended up doing the usual drinking too much and passing out. fun fun fun. i also found there ( Read more... )

the plan for next week ( Read more... )

so yesterday, brandon came over and picked up his drums. as i opened the trailer, i thought to myself, "wow, this could be the last time i unload stuff out of the p.o.r. trailer." it kind of depressed me a little bit. i brought all my stuff into the basement, plugged it all in, played for about 5 min, and unplugged everything. if i had some kind ( Read more... )

im sure i was full of awesome slogans tonight that i will not remember tomorrow. please remind me of them. because as of right now, i have nothing in my life except for my two week vacation and the money im about to get.

i am almost on vacation, and that makes me smile.  :)  one more show left and then a couple months with nothing to do.
i really dislike cabot st. for no particular reason. i guess the good thing about not playing shows this summer will be that i will have no reason to go to cabot st, unless there's a band i actually want to see...which is highly ( Read more... )

it sucks when the few things i thought i had in my life that were stable start falling apart.
i want something to happen. i want fireworks. in the emotional sense.

things never happen how i plan them to happen. not even fucking close. parties always end with me sitting in my room listening to in pieces wondering how this all happened. there were people i wanted to see that i didnt get to spend much time with due to certain circumstances. i think it will be private parties from now on ( Read more... )

ive had this string of things ive been learning about myself and my life lately. everyday i try to pick up at least one life lesson. i guess last nights life lesson number one was that without my friends, i would have wandered off into on-coming traffic weeks ago, figuratively and literally speaking. lesson number two was you cant dredge a pond ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel as if my soul is a giant black hole that draws everything wrong with the wolrld into it. at times it feels as if the littlest thing could pull the plug and the enite universe would be sucked in and disappear ( Read more... )