who knows anymore

[bribabie23]

so that last message i guess i started almost a year ago but never finished..i just submitted it..it saved it for some reason. who knows what's goin on in my life..who knows what goin on in my head..i guess only me is the one that should know..but it's all messed up. i feel like i know what i want. i need to start fighting for it..but i'm sick of

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[ultimateroo]

Aww Bri.. i send big ol' happy thoughts your way... you more than deserve them... i know personally for me it is hard to separate the fight for other's well being and my own... i know it's a cheezy analogy... but when i feel myself giving too much, i always think about flying on a plane... and they tell you to put your own oxygen mask on first before you help those around you, for obvious reasons... you will find your way, bri... you are too much of a strong, wonderful woman not too!! HUGS:)

[bribabie23]

so i was having a good day today until i had lunch with my sister and she said some things about how she hopes i don't marry dave and it just really bummed me out. i am not planning on marrying dave, just so that's clear, but i do like him a lot. he makes me feel loved without me having to tell him what i need, and that's something that dan couldn't do for me. so now that i have what i think is one of the most important things for me to feel loved and to hear my sister think that he's not good enough just breaks my heart. i am happy with dave...i mean everyone has their flaws and my sister just doesn't want to see past his i guess. i dunno..so i tried to see if livejournal would open up because i'm on my school computer and it worked and i noticed this sweet message from you that cheered me up. dana thank you for always be such a considerate and honest friend. i am really grateful to have you as a part of my life:) i hope you had a fabulous thanksgiving and are doing wonderfully at kent! hope to hear from you soon:)

[ultimateroo]

Far be it for me to be any sort of expert on relationships... but I think the only thing matters is how you and Dave feel about the situation... you two are the only ones that truly know what your relationship is all about... maybe your sister is just overprotective and nobody would be good enough for her!! You ARE pretty amazing... I could see how she could think that (even though she should keep her negativity to herself) Big hugs!!!