Im wondering if anyone will just be ready for me?? I wait and wait and wait and for what exactly? A possible hangout on the weekend?? I think I deserve more than that...Why do I constantly feel like I work so hard to get a relationship to work? I've never had a guy work as hard as I do. Just wish I didn't worry so much and analyze everything. I ( Read more... )

i just don't get guys ( Read more... )

just realized i have absolutely no goal for anything right now..nothing that i'm striving to become or to get..i mean there are things that i have to do and should be doing, but i'm not passionate about anything right now. kinda feel like i'm just livin each day at a time..lonely, but surrounded by loved ones so i shouldn't be. i need to sit down ( Read more... )

i need to get on here more often ( Read more... )

i wish i could be singing the song "mo' money mo' problems" but i can't. my song would be "no money, mo' problems". i'm so sick of not having any money after paychecks. it's not that i want to go shopping every day of the week, but spending practically my entire paycheck on bills leaves me so stressed for a two week period til i get paid again ( Read more... )

so i have been home a total of two hours in the last 4 days! with work, coaching right after school, tutoring, scouting games, visiting my dad in the hospital, spending time with my brother from dayton, seeing dave, wrapping the gifts for the family we bought a bunch of presents for, singing karaoke, team dinner and game i have had no time to do ( Read more... )

so thursday nights are my night to let it all hang out down at the scorchers in streetsboro. it's karaoke night and i haven't been able to go for the last 2 thursdays because of thanksgiving and practice?? the one before:( i have a blast singing new songs every week and i am feelin a lil deprived lately. i've been trying to go with my new friend ( Read more... )

haven't been on here since july and a lot has happened. let's start with the positives... i completed a sprint triathlon at the age of 22 and got another tattoo that is for my accomplishment and my grandpa. i am at newbury full time now getting paid salary cuz i've been here more than 60 days! woo hoo! i am coaching the JV girls basketball team at ( Read more... )

so that last message i guess i started almost a year ago but never finished..i just submitted it..it saved it for some reason. who knows what's goin on in my life..who knows what goin on in my head..i guess only me is the one that should know..but it's all messed up. i feel like i know what i want. i need to start fighting for it..but i'm sick of ( Read more... )

so i applied for a pretty perfect teaching position about 10 minutes from my house, had a great interview and didn't get the job because of someone from the high school wanting the position. which doesn't really make much sense to me though because wouldn't there then be another position open in the high school? i dunno. i'm bummed that the ( Read more... )