I love this forum!! I love love love it! Lol, can you tell I'm having a good day thus far? Actually I had a great weekend. For the first time in a long time I feel free and unafraid. I'm so ready to kick butt ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like such a fake.  I'm suck a big girl 220+ pounds...It makes it so hard because it isn't a simple goal of losing 5 or 10 pounds.  I want to lose at least 80 pounds.  That is so huge.  I keep thinking it will never happen, that it is impossible.  But nothing is impossible, NOTHING.  If I put my mind to it I can do it.  I've been ( Read more... )

Doing good food wise, but I feel sickish.  I've had:

Coffee - 30 Calories
Low Sodium v8 - 30 Calories
V8 Fusion - 120 Calories
Jello - 10 Calories
Jello - 10 Calories
Crystal Light - 10 Calories

Subtotal - 210 Calories

I am going to drink my slimfast right before I leave work (180 Calories) and then I might get a coke on the way home.  I have been craving ( Read more... )

I can't believe it is almost four.  Thank goodness!  I've done good today, but now is the real test.  After work I'm grabbing some coffee and going to the playhouse to help some people learn their music.  I should be done by 7, then grab a movie on the way home (maybe a diet coke) and head home.  Sigh, I hope the scale is encouraging tomorrow

I want to feel hungry,

When my shirt is too tight,

When my thighs rub together,

When my arms jiggle.

I need to feel hungry,

When food smells too good,

When my mouth waters,

When my stomach growls.

I love to feel hungry,

When I know I’m losing,

When my clothes are loose,

When I’m winning this fight,

When people say I’m pretty,

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Thought I'd type up an update ( Read more... )

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So I seriously don't want to do anymore work today!!! So, I'm going to post instead ( Read more... )

8:28am - Just got to work. Yesterday I ended up eating close to 800 calories and didn’t exercise after work  I absolutely must start exercising in the morning again. It is the only time that I know I will do it. But anyway, at least I did my walks and ate MUCH less than I have in months. Today should be an easy restriction day because I have ( Read more... )

8:30am - Got to work and my friend down the hall brought me a breakfast burrito. Ug. I chewed one bite, just to get the taste, then spit it out. I was actually pretty satisfied with it that way. I got to taste it and I feel like I kind of tricked my body into thinking I ate something. I didn’t wake up in time to go to the gym this morning  I ( Read more... )