Broke my fast on Sunday.  Honestly knew it was going to happen eventually.  But, it was a REALLY good start ( Read more... )

 My hubby is really sick and I'm really grumpy.  Bored because seems like the only thing I want to do is eat.  Sigh.

Date Weight Difference
1/6/2011 249 0
1/7/2011 247.3 -1.7
1/8/2011 245.1 -2.2

I have cheated a little bit today, but nothing that I would really consider 'breaking my fast'.  But OMG I want to eat so bad.  I'm not even hungry, I just want to feeeel full, feel something in my mouth!!  Ug, so disgusting.  I just wish the work day would end.  I still have a full hour.  After that I can go home and go to sleep, or I can plays ( Read more... )

When does a body decide that it is ready?  Ready for a change?  Ready for devotion?  Can something click inside of you, like a railroad switch, that permanently puts the train on a new course?

I hope so.

I want it to be so.

Because today is my switch.

I potentially have the opportunity to take a job in Iraq.  I want it so bad.  I want the money and I ( Read more... )

If I do not eat at lunch i will reward myself with a cup of lowcal hot chocolate (25 cals) when i get back to work.

If there is one thing I've think I'm finally coming to grips with through all my attempts to lose weight it is that I am a passionate and crazy person who CAN'T stick to a plan!!!  Especially one that lasts longer thatn 24 hours.  Sure, I've had my long streaks of being on a diet, but I always know it is going to end ( Read more... )

Well, I weighed in when I got to work. It said 223.3. UG FML. But I deserved that, I truly ate CRAP this weekend. But, good news is I weighed in a few minutes ago and it was already down to 221. So, I know a lot of it is water weight. Hopefully I'll be down to at least 220 tomorrow ( Read more... )

Yeh, so I gave into the pizza last night. I probably ate, I dunno, 2000 calories worth of CRAP. Well, I guess that is just maintenance, so it isn't too bad ( Read more... )

Today is my 3rd day of liquid fasting.  Yesterday was another success!  Yay!  I was of course tempted by the fresh popcorn my husband made for when we sat in front of the TV and watched a movie.  But I didn't give in.  Instead I just had some juice.  I really am proud of myself!

I was going to weigh in this morning, but as soon as I got to work I ( Read more... )

Today has been a good day...let's see what have I had...

Coffee
Water
1/2 a Diet Coke
Carrot Juice
Iced Caramel Latte

I know the caramel latte is probably not the best thing to have but I'm not going to beat myself up about it.  Especially if I can stick to all liquids the rest of the day.

I did look up some new thinspo today, mainly of celebrities.  ( Read more... )