i hate being scared

heylo..
i havent updated in a lonnnnggg time
life is good.. my birthday is in 2 days woohoo sweet 16
summer is fun.
im rowing again. im a rowing fiend. now i row a single. i should be racing in the fall at the scuylkill = 0
eric and i are good
such is life
<3

i think i might feel better if i just get this all out ( Read more... )

okay now im a wreck. im really sad, god i thought i was okay. some kid from the prep asked me on a date yesterday.. i dont think im gonna go, im still hurting. It's really over. I put two years into something that just crumbled... i couldnt sleep last night, crying... wake up at 4 in the fucking morning.. crying, feeling sick cuz i get myself ( Read more... )

so eric and i broke again.. and i know ur all saying haha what the hell else is new? and NOTHING is new. except this time its almost like a joke about what we broke up about.. CREW lol as in the sport. supposedly i have proved i dont NEED a boyfriend ( i never NEEDED anything in the first place ) and that CREW can be my new BOYFRIEND. now this is ( Read more... )

So today is my dad's 40th birthday! but right now he's on his way to Dominican Republic so i cant tell him. he wants to go canoping off water falls and stuff. *mid life crisis* he's really freaking out over it lol.. its pretty funny. so im going to hang around at my aunt misty's place this weekend so that should be fun.
NO SCHOOL! yay for blizzard

My weekend was pretty fun. friday eric and i went ice skating. then on Saturday i went up to north jersey for my aunt's 90th birthday party. it was bazarre. that night went out to dinner with the girLLLLS. sunday eric came over and he taught me how to play poker. which is kinda cool. eh still need some practice. whats gonna happen next weekend? i ( Read more... )

whoa. you've gone crazy my friend.

tears

cant live with em, cant live without em
such a small sentence for sumthing with so much meaning