feeling pathetic is one of the worst feelings in the world. and im not sure if that word matches up exactly with the feeling im talking about, but you know when all it takes is one person to say one thing and then you are like wow, i am so lame and needy and dependent and horrible? thats the feeling im talking about. then when i start crying after ( Read more... )

im eating a lean pocket right now ( Read more... )

things that ive come to realize ( Read more... )

why do i have to go to flagler? why! all ive wanted for all of high school is to go to a big, southern school. where there are lots of sororities and parties and football. and now im stuck here. and it makes me so upset to listen to everyone talk about football tickets and dorms and sororities and orientation and when theyre coming home. i just ( Read more... )

ive been in such a weird mood the last few days ( Read more... )

the past is such a weird thing. sometimes i wish it didnt exist.

ive realized that i enjoy material things, probably more than i should. and it sounds horrible of me to say, but its the truth. i like expensive cars and designer bags and all things nice. but is it really horrible to strive for classiness? i dont know. but then again, do you need a bunch of material things to be classy? i guess it depends on your ( Read more... )

so as most of you know my mom went on a "mompage" (something like a rampage) before i left to hang out with julian and brittany last night telling me i need to do the dishes and that just because i havent been home and ive been out having fun doesnt mean that my responsibilities stop. blah blah. so i did the dishes before i left, but then out of no ( Read more... )

im really happy about my birthday party and im super glad everyone dressed up, well katie was lacking in dress but this was expected. and also you guys did an amazing job on presents =] so thank you everyone.

so, last night chris and i were suppose to go clubbing and have an all night dance party, only i felt like throwing up all day so instead we ( Read more... )

so i just read everyones livejournals, well from when i was gone and i feel like responding so ( Read more... )