I haven't written for a while. I came home for christmas break and spent an amazing time with my fiancee. We had our date set for the wedding to be 4/5/08. So during break I was able to get a gathering of our families list for invitations, a wedding dress, toss glasses, and a bunch of other wedding stuff. Right now I'm back in school and looking ( Read more... )

oh how i'm counting down the days. I'm having the hardest time trying to sleep at night. i just seriously can't wait til everything goes smooth. Only a few more months before my love will be up here with me....never leaving our sides. Then i will be taking him to rocky horror every couple of months, jsut to give us something to do while explore the ( Read more... )

well this past week i found out that my schooling will finally be paid for. I have also been looking and getting rough ideas what i want for carl and i wedding. I have to say "I'm having alot of fun planning what i can so far...lol. Then my love came up to see me saturday, and i took him around down town milwaukee. then we came back to my room and ( Read more... )

i feel so lost...and lonely...i have so much to do in short of a time..well at least that is what it feels like. This past friday i was told i was offered a seasonal job, which i took and i'm happy that i got the job. now i will be able to save up to get my own appartment(hopefully), and be able to start paying off my credit card. My friend told me ( Read more... )

back and forth woundering what i am doing is right. I have people coming to me for help and i give them the best advise i can give. When they still look puzzled i give them an example of what i had gone through and how i have come on top most of the time.The truth is i can make them happy but in return they can't give me advise to make me happy. ( Read more... )

today a friend of mine were talking about why guys promise girls that they will call them later then don't call. Its very irrating that guys do this. why say one thing then don't do it. i was also thinking today what happens if i can't get anyone to cosign for my loan. My mom thinks that with the part-time job i get(if i get one soon) and her job ( Read more... )

oh god what have i done....this semester will be interesting do to the fact i have a lot of writing classes. It looks like i won't be spending much time with people...i found this job working in the school that i hope i'll get hired on. this weeking or the next i'll be looking for an outside job as well because i really don't want to go back to my ( Read more... )

well i'm leaving tomorrow to go back to school, and as i leave i have many problems that rolled in that really makes me believe that college is not going to happen anymore after this semester. oh what am i going to do....my parents are getting on my case with everything, my dad is the worse. i have so much hate and angre in me that i could blow on ( Read more... )

its getting really close for me to leave. I thought that when i left it would give me a chance to get away from the town i live in and the people that don't really care about me. Now i'm happy to be leaving but sad because i'm leaving someone behind that can't leave. It hurts to see how unhappy this person truly is on the inside. Nothing has gone ( Read more... )

three lovely weekends left til school, and i can't wait. I have a problem and it really doesn't concerns with me, but it does have to deal with a certain person in my life. i don't really know how to let that person know how i truly feel without losing that person. Maybe i shouldn't say anything at all, but i feel that person should know the truth ( Read more... )