This year is almost over so I decided to reflect a little bit and highlight some important memories ( Read more... )

I force myself through another day ( Read more... )

School was kinda sucky today but going to the drama meeting and seeing everyone after school made it all worth it. I can't believe how much I miss it! I don't know what I'm gonna do without all my seniors next year!!! It's gonna be really hard ( Read more... )

…And as life continues to change drastically everyday I find myself unable to cope with the way the past is interceding in the present. It is sometimes hard to separate then, from now, hard to distinguish who I was, from who I am, and I need desperately to see that I’m not who I used to be…And now the past comes back to haunt me, and I can’t do a ( Read more... )

Prom was absolutely awesome! I surprised myself by having a good time! Miss anit-prom actually went and had fun! Can you believe it?! Getting ready with Kathy, Linz, and Kunbi was an interesting experience as always. Dancing with Lori, Kiera, Bridget, Linz, Kunbi, Court, Travis, Chels, Cav, Katie, Liz, and the rest of the crew was fun as usual ( Read more... )

I made it through thespian week and am now an official thespian! yay for me! The drama dinner was last night and it was so much fun as usual. I have no idea what I'm going to do without our seniors next year! I'm gonna miss them soooo much. I mean it's been hard every year, I remember my freshmen year when I didn't know what I would do without ( Read more... )

I went to nyssma yesterday and it didn't turn out that well for me. I wasn't a very happy camper but that's life and what can ya do? Congrats to Lindsey, Jon, and Cody, though for being absolutely incredible, as usual. See Cody I told you that you were gonna be amazing you jerk!;) Anyway...I've had myself a busy weekend so far. My grandma's ( Read more... )

I went through my nyssma solo again today. It went better but I'm still kinda freaking out, cause that's just me! I hate getting all stressed out about that crap. I really wanna do well, I need to do well, for myself, I need to prove that I can do it. I'm tired of crapping out all the time and then feeling bad that I couldn't get it done so ( Read more... )

Well it has been an eventful week and weekend too. I finally got my prom dress last Wednesday. That totally reduces my stress level at least a little bit so I don't have to worry about that anymore. I went and saw Cassie’s softball game on Thursday; I was impressed; she’s gotten so good! Then on Friday I went to another one of Cassie’s games, ( Read more... )

I really don’t understand how recently I just can’t do anything right! I’m so sick of trying honestly because no matter what I do it’s not enough anyway. There’s always something that just wasn’t good enough. I need someone to explain to me how you can GIVE MORE THAN EVERYTHING YOU HAVE! I give up ( Read more... )