home for only a few days, but needed it. needed my comrades and my love and a break from new york's brutality. i am softer again.

one.more.paper.to.write.GASP.one...more.... then one class and 2 portfolios and PIECE OUT ACADEMIA for a while ( Read more... )

summer is coming in... full weekends in brooklyn drinking sweet wine and climbing roofs smoking spliffs and watching the sun come up and never being home. living out of a purse again in borrowed clothes and yesterday's shower i feel warmer, looser, softer, turning liquid already and i am so relieved that the winter is over... but i feel like ( Read more... )

FUNK YEAH.. so happy with apartment. the boys i live with are super sweet, and very chill. we blazed on my fire escape last night and then had an adventure on our roof.. so relieved with their awesomeness.... sitting in the quiet of brooklyn late night no sirens no screaming it was so beautiful and soothing, i feel so much lighter in my own room ( Read more... )

i'm moving out tomorrow like on the offfiiish. my dad is moving shit with me and we're getting dinner.

if i spent any more days or nights here, i think i would stab somebody. serious

hello world!

moving into crown heights... . . .. . got apartment.. with cool these three dudes who go to hunter. they're all like 24.. cool dudes, nerdy, musicians/writer and i'm excited to be with like-minded people. . . . .. . my room has a fire escape outside the window and we have roof access. my bedroom is small but has room for what i need, and the fire ( Read more... )

i cannot wait to get the fuck out of my dorm. i am so fucking fed up with mallory ( Read more... )

life's working out pretty nicely. i'm afraid it will stop because i busted ass for so long and was stuck in shit for so long.. now i am afraid of things going smoothly oh boy... uurrrr ( Read more... )

i am standing at the bow of my ship staring out over an endless sea of lonely nights spent shuffling back and forth shuttling and listening to the endless clamor of the highway. i am trapped here because of the fat-assed motherfucker sitting in the seat in front of me who reclined full tilt and stretched his sausage arms with the pork rind knuckles ( Read more... )

i feel like after six months of ups/downs on/offs and craziness, ruslan and i are finally in a really good place. i had such a nice weekend with him.. hung out at the tattoo shop and saw sara, went out to a nice dinner and an acoustic show, slept and ate lots, went out for fancy hookah, went for walks in the warmth. so random how we were introduced ( Read more... )