So I'm feeling crap, and the fact that this page took five billion years to load only added to my bad mood. It doesn't make it any better that I know the fact I have my period and the weather is crap and I should be doing the washing up is what's really malking me angry. Because really apart from that my own life is pretty good at the moment (apart ( Read more... )

I just wrote this entry and then it was deleted. I hate you lj ( Read more... )

So there has been a scandalous lapse between entries, sorry. A lot has been going on. Cousins arriving, results (95.15!!), more relatives arriving, realization that relatives can actually be quite annoying, extreme angst with my mother, grandmother dying, comforting cousins, Christmas. Caught up yet ( Read more... )

I really am very, very tired. I spent eight hours and fifteen minutes cherry sorting today. Possibly the most boring job in the world, but as my mother helpfully reminded me I can't afford to be picky. It reminds me of last summer, which is nice, but I winder how much things have changed. A lot, I think, which is just as well. This year I'm working ( Read more... )

So my mother and I just had our ritualised post-work (for her) conversation. When she works lates she gets home at 11ish and I make her an earl grey and we chat. I think I manage my parents a lot better separately. This afternoon dad was working on his table in the family room. He has pretty much assembled it but the slidy bit (to enable it to ( Read more... )

My friends had a party on saturday night, there was a south pacific theme. I really did try to enjoy it. But I wasn't drinking, which never helps. There was also not nearly enough food and far too many couples. I had one nice conversation with Jenna, this is because we don't actually talk that much so we actually had news. So she told me all her ( Read more... )

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( english writing styled wank )

So I just watched Donnie Darko for the first time.

( Spoilers Ahoy! )

Do you ever have that feeling, that sudden realisation "maybe I'm fallling apart?" having a break down, whatever. Because you always know in movies because of the music and the lighting and in some cases the appearance of a huge rabbit. Not that I am, falling apart, understand. I just have this sneeking suspision that staying up until 2am, ( Read more... )