I am trying to post my apology in as many places as I can so that you can understand how truly sorry I am. I was angry, I was tired, I was stressed out. That is Absolutely no excuse for how I treated you. I hurt you, and I hurt Brin. What kind of person does that make me? I can understand if you don't want to come back home. I will not be bitter ( Read more... )

Today was a very bitter day. We had to put our Buddy down. Yesterday we discovered that he had a growth on his prostate that was blocking his colon and urethra, stopping him from peeing or crapping. The growth was in a spot that was not easily operated on (especially given his age...12), so the best thing we could have done for him was to let him ( Read more... )

I found a song to settle my daughter...at least it beats Barney (Ugh)! She's actually fallen asleep sitting on the desk in front of me listening to it (sweet ( Read more... )

Well, it's been 2 weeks to the day since my little girl was born, and boy has it been an adjustment ( Read more... )

Friday, August 27th, 2004 will be a day that will live forever in my heart and mind. The day Shae and I brought the most beautiful being into this world...our daughter, Brinneal ( Read more... )

Doctor's appointment went as scheduled on Tuesday. Standard stuff....pee in cup, step on scale (we've gained a total of 12.1 pounds....not too bad for 20 weeks), take blood pressure, lie down, measure belly (20 cm), listen for baby's heartbeat, questions and answers, go home ( Read more... )

Today was...... completely mind blowing and unbelievable. Those are the only words I can use to describe how I feel ( Read more... )

Well, the fact that I am indeed going to be a mother is starting to set in. I guess I was afraid to believe it for a while, but since I went to the doctor last week and had the "examination", I guess I really don't have much choice but to believe it. It was an interesting visist to the doctor. My doctor was on vacation, so we got to see the ( Read more... )

Not a whole helluva lot to write about, I just felt like writing something ( Read more... )

Happy New Year's Everybody! I hope everyone has a great year with a fresh start ( Read more... )