"The sense of loss is such a tricky one, because we always feel like our worth is tied up into stuff that we have, not that our worth can grow with things we are willing to lose."
- Tori Amos

when I was younger, I saw my daddy cry ( Read more... )

So on top of everything else- I'm pregnant. Why am I going public with this news? Well, because for one, I'm not ashamed. For two, this is a major event in my life, and I would like to document it. For three, because I feel like writing it all out will be helpful for me.

are you keeping it?No. There would be the chance that it wouldn't even carry ( Read more... )

Observation ( Read more... )

I hate myself.

I can never sleep.

I'm losing in so many ways.

I dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold winter set heart ( Read more... )

why can't you do it ( Read more... )

I'm in love with you, you silly thing ( Read more... )

someone you don't know is someone you don't know,
get a firm grip girl before you let go.
for every hand extended, another lies in wait

keep your eye on that one,
anticipate.

how come i can pick my ears
but not my nose
who made up that rule anyway
how can you say that's the way it is
that's just the way it goes
why don't you decide for yourself
what you can do
and what you can say

how come i can pick my friends ( Read more... )