I know its been said, but life is so fucking over rated. In your head, you have these built up images of happiness, and what it takes to be happy, and how you'll get there- how neat, and precise each move will be. BUT IT NEVER ENDS UP WORKING OUT THE WAY YOU HOPE, and most of the time you dont even end up happy ( Read more... )

i find
my best poems
are the ones
i dont finish because
theres nowhere else to go.
I refuse to read it over
embarrassed by this visionless art
ive created
or....
ohmigod this is a piece of
shit
and I dont know why I cant write anymore

it seems to me the world is a trashcan with
full poems
wasting
because no one cared to give
themselves a chance

I want to pledge allegiance to the country where I live

I don't want to be ashamed to be American

But opportunity no, it don't exist

It's the opiate of the populace

We need some harder shit now

The truth is getting around

and each public school is a halfway house

Where the huddled masses sober up and up enough
There's not enough to ( Read more... )

graduation party 2nite. shyt rulezzzzzz

nothing even aapppened tonight. it was henris birthday,hes gorgeous, my friends are hot as shit and im going to bed.

love u bitches. so hxC

Over the last few weeks (after I started working at Whites Chapel again) several people have questioned me as to whether or not im still writing... really random people that I didnt even know knew I ever enjoyed writing, or reading, or anything. I prefer to keep most people at bay, acting like a foolish teenager that fills her thoughts with the ( Read more... )

fuck Itunes. why does it have nothing ( Read more... )

me tina and aaron rode on a fucking elephant at that LOCAL circus today.

kill me, hahahahaha

hahaha so i remember this one time in fucking 6th grade when ashley park gave me that fake tanner shit for my birthday, and i put it on but it was blotchy as hell so it just made me look like a dirtball.

why dont i have any pictures of this? god damnit, i wish that we had like photographers following us around catching badass moments like that. So ( Read more... )

today has been so fucking weird. at school all im doing is writing a research paper on bob dylan, and im not going to be able to graduate for like a week, so I figured I may as well just take my sweet ass time. so this kid at my school,
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