my new username is i_feel_flat and the link is www.livejournal.com/users/i_feel_flat

feel free to listen to me rant over there.

some poetry to make myself feel better ( Read more... )

I broke up with Kylie this morning. I suppose it really 'just wasn't working out'. I feel like a burden has been lifted off me, but I can't even imagine how sad she feels. She loved me want wanted to be with me 'forever'. I indulged her at times, but never really meant it. I am not ready to be with anyone forever. I am, however, ready to piece ( Read more... )

I just saw Noam Chomsky give a speech at GU. He talked about America's dream for global domination through media control, expansion and security of oil markets, and exceptionalism in international law. Heard alot of it before, but still interesting nonetheless. I was blessed with a handshake, albeit a sweaty and gross one ( Read more... )

My birthday is tommorow and the future has never looked less promising

1. Birthday is April 18th
2. Need a job
3. College situation can't remain undecided. Derrida is of little use here.
4. For the love of [insert random metaphysical being], no more drugs.
5. Really, who ends a list at #4?

Where did all my friends go? I haven't attended any funerals lately, so I think I'm getting shunned hella-core.

Fuck.

Everyone in Kylie's family acts differently when her mom is present. Everyone  goes out of their way to please and accomidate her like she's  the most important person alive. I don't understand why she gets all this respect. She's usually drunk, unloving, and mean. Everytime I go over to her house I feel like killing myself - I can't even act ( Read more... )

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1 month with Kylie. We're happy. We're not a bored couple. Everything is going well.

2nd place and 2nd speaker at Mt. Vernon.

Exboyfriends put a damper on things between Kylie and I -- especially when one of them is my debate partner. I'm learning how to deal with things ethically, for once. I hope that I can navigate through the situation without getting lost or abandoned in the high seas.