Wow.... so i havent written in like a year and radomly started reading all my old ones and im like the gayest person in the world. LoL Sooo now i guess i'll start talking about life... lets see i noticed i wrote about ash in all my previous ones sooo lets start with him :) haha well ive pretty much given up. I've been the bestest friend i could be ( Read more... )

So everything's shitty, i dont even feel like writing, but i do. I want to move, ive never been so scared of people. like all my life none of my friends have ever done anything wrong to me. of course ive been pissed off and annoyed at them, but this time someone actually hurt me, really bad. I hate how like all these excuses are coming up, like oh ( Read more... )

i havent wrriten in forever, cuz ive been saving for something good to actually rite so here's one...i cant sleep, too upset. im sitting here alone in the freezingness. i just found out some interesting news thru the grape vine. turns out some people i thought loved and cared about me dont and are all liars and two faced. ya u know who u both are ( Read more... )

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Hi guys, soo i've been in kinda a depressed mood this week, this whole ash thing really sucks and like im getting from the point of really sad to just like pissed off. i wish i would feel better :( i hope things work out. sigh...but hes pretty mean, the only time he talked to me was when he accused me of doing shit with this imaginary person reid ( Read more... )

wow so im totally in shock rite now. ash just went completely psycho and started talking to dave to tell him to get me off of him cuz apparently im on him? he told him to tell me to never speak to him again and just like said everything then was hella dick to me saying i should get it and he doesnt want me in his life in order to get over me, so ( Read more... )

sooo this weekend has been okay. friday night was the dance show then hung out with dave and greg for a little bit, but ifelt sick and was sooo tired. saturday day i just hung out i think,i took like a 2 hour nap, that was nice, i cant really remember what else. then last night i babysat, but they got home early so i came home and went to nations ( Read more... )

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hi everyone! so i just got back from the dance show, it went pretty good, i only messed up a couple times. i was soo sad tho cuz it was sold out so tarah, joc, and sone couldnt get in! luckily mark, sara, and ash got in. that made me happpy. sara got me flowers i love you sara i could hear u even with ur voice gone! i have the best friends, thank ( Read more... )

hi guys, so thanksgiving break is over :( it was pretty fun. i had a couple fun nites ;) cept tarah getting in trouble was not fun :( besides those nites, nothing too exciting happened. on thanksgiving my grandma passed out and we all thought she was going to die and the ambulance came and when they got there she was fine. lol weird... im really ( Read more... )