I have a lot of frustration and self doubt happening right now. I’ve been letting people manipulate me, I’ve been passive, I’ve let them judge me. I really want to escape school, I’m hoping this is just that isolated, stuck feeling I’ve been getting at this time every year for the past 3 years. I’m hoping I feel refreshed next year ( Read more... )

Next month, on March 3, is the day to spread the word to end the word ( Read more... )

So its been about 5 months since I've updated! Uh, I'm really sorry about that, I've had a very stressful semester and hardly even have time right now (I should be making study notes for an exam at 8:30 a.m. on Friday because I'll only have the evening tomorrow ( Read more... )

So I moved into my new apartment in Ottawa. It was pretty grubby, not like garbage ridden or anything but just grimy when we first moved in. It took a lot of scrubbing and minor home improvements to improve it to appropriate condition but its rather cute now. My room is itsy bitsy but I planned out the furniture really well and managed to fit a bed ( Read more... )

I only ever write in here really when I have something I need to figure out.

Right now that's school. I figured out my timetable for this year, here's hoping it's all available when I get to register, which is tomorrow at 11 a.m. the second time slot which means that hopefully only the third year course I need to take is at risk.
My schedule next ( Read more... )

So I signed a lease. For a teeny tiny bedroom in an apartment for $550 a month + hydro ( Read more... )

I just wrote an entry and it god erased ( Read more... )

I'm really hating this ethics class.
We're assigned readings and then spend 3 hours breaking down the key points but so far there has been no debate or opinion room.
The conclusion is that animals do not have rights and shouldn't be treated as such.
The conclusion is that we are destroying the environment and that this is probably not the best idea ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do

Tomorrow I am seeing a place that Lisa really wants.
She expects me to make a decision on it within a day.
And sign a lease.
Its $598 a month + tv/internet/phone.
I feel so much pressure right now!
I don't even know if I should stay here.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

SOMEONE MAKE MY ( Read more... )

Today I switched rooms.

Then my Mom called me and told me my dogs having seizures and probably dying.

I don't know what to do. Its just one thing after another.

Edit: She's gone and I really miss her.