Hmmm, I've been happy lately. It feels a little odd.

You fucking win. I'm done trying to even be happy, I don't even know what it feels like anymore.

I always thought that if you followed what your heart told you to do, things would go well, they would have to at least once. Never.

I don't know what's going any more. I used to really look forward to moving to cali, but now it feels like I'm going from nothing, to nothing. Same shit, same feelings, just in a different place.

Blarg.

hmmm, so i returned home after a night of general drunkedness and put a totino's pizza in the oven. I then proceeded to forget about it and am snapped out of my daze by the smoke alarm. I walk into the kitchen and the piercing shrill of the alarm causes me to grab my room-mate's prized cd case sitting on the counter. After the third wack to the ( Read more... )

I just got back from the Perfect Circle show and it was insane. Def. the best show I've ever been too. The stage design was awesome, and Maynard just stood on this weird platform and rocked out, it was almost like he was in his own little world. I wish I could watch that show over and over again all the time.

I wish people would stop hurting me.

So glad to see you well ( Read more... )

Orestes.

I came up with a new tat idea today. I'm gonna get some sort of crude tree of death on my left arm. Possibly something with the roots starting at my wrist underneath my arm and going up. Then the roots will wrap around the top of my hand and go down to each of my fingertips. It's gonna be pretty boss. Diamond Dust even. Dare I say jewel ( Read more... )

LOL, my fucking journal looks like FACE and MATT's Emoxxxcore man-child. All I need to do now is to grow some hair to straighten.

FUCK THIS SHIT. I'm not gonna bitch in this journal anymore. At least not alot.