wanttogotoschoolnow.

it is a sad day indeed.

i am all sorts of crazy tonight.

im also paranoid. as all hell.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

hes a good kid and it isnt fucking fair that people like **** who get into accidents all the time and are not even nice or rather who dont care about anyone or anything get off without a stratch and people like him who are kind and wonderful and really decent people are put through this.

its just not fucking fair.

some kind of anxiety
has gotten hold of my heart
and i just wanna run home
when i feel it start
plastic bottles of water
sealed windows, forced air
gazillions of cell phones
beaming through my hair

ending it.

i missed my little jimmy. hes gotten so fat and cute and adorable and i loove him. (pictures below ( Read more... )

im drunk and its five o'clock in the morning and...keri just mooned me. wtf who does that anymore?.... and i have class tomorrow ..well uhm today at nine and im going to dyyyyeee.

i wanted to actually make a post about something but i forget what it was i wanted to say. ill post tomorrow.

i leave tomorrow and my packing job is less than adequate. however, i dont really care at the moment ( Read more... )