Scratch the whole parent looking thing. Unless they have some evil way of not being tracked (not likely since im the one running the whole computer set up and have a log of every website that anyone looks along with what comp they looked at it from sent to me whenever the log gets full). I've never accually looked at them 'cept for now. Funny... ( Read more... )

On another note... I might have to make my journal friends only for half the entries or more. I'm starting to get worried that my parents might find out. They have walked in on me 5 or 6 times now and my lil' bro, well, he might be reading it too... scary. Maybe, maybe not. I'm totally against making this friends only since it's intent is for ( Read more... )

Well tonight was the last f***ing straw. I tried... I tried my hardest and best. I am done with trying to have any sort of relationship with Russ. Once I'm out, I'm not going to have any reason to deal with him. I spent an hour and 30 mins talking with him and my mom. It was utterly pointless. Totally and utterly pointless. It was polite. It was ( Read more... )

So... I officially am tired of my fam. I had an hour long pointless chat with my mom. She is being hypocritical and then blaming me for telling the truth and making her cry. What am I supposed to be all nicy nice, and lie? I need to get out and just take a fucking break for a long time. My mom is upstairs crying because I don't like a bunch of ( Read more... )

Umm my family is at it again... Fuck. Not cool at all. Well the one thing that is good is that, well I did really well in school this semester. I'm quite proud of myself. So that is nice. But then the situation with this girl... well it suffices to say down the drain. Maybe not forever but probably. Arrg... people these days never seem to have a ( Read more... )

AFLKGAL;FKGJA;LDFGJA;LFDG;ALB;ALKNFD;KLJGADS;LK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY FUCKING FAMILY!!! ARRRRGGGGGG!!! I cannot stand them. Especially my fucking stepdad. GO TO HELL AND DON'T COME BACK!! What a little bastard. My mom doesn't deal with anything. My bro... well he is a pain in the ass most of the time but nothing special today. I am on the ( Read more... )

Life has its twists. Only two insights to share (I think). So I was reading this book. I just so happen to read a lot and not get enough sleep most nights... but that is aside the point. So there was this really good analogy about god and life and all that shit. I pretty sure it works for everyone even those damn die hard religious people. This is ( Read more... )

Another short poem... This time brand new and in english ( Read more... )

This is sooooooooooo cool!! I'm sorry, I know everyone else has one but you don't have my parents, now do you? So it's coming tomorrow (overnight shipping). Yes!! My parents took like 5 months to decided to get me a cell phone. It is pathetic. Really really pathetic. They take forever (only my stepdad since he is both paranoid and crazy sometimes ( Read more... )

My family is making me really angry. I cannot believe it at all... I am pretty much being used as a scapegoat for my family's problems. UUUUURRRGGG!! It goes something like this from my bro, "Russ handles how he gets angry very maturely, you on the other hand don't.". From my mom last weekend, well she didn't say much besides get really mad at me ( Read more... )