Theres a girl I know ( Read more... )

I am extremly, terribly upset. I have been crying nonstop for the past hour and I feel so stupid. I feel like I'm 2. I'm crying my brains out because I miss my mom. how wierd is that. I'm 15 and I'm crying because I miss my mom. And I kind of feel like I shouldn't be crying, I'm feeling kind of selfish. I mean what about all of those young people ( Read more... )

I'm a 15 year old high school girl. I'm a nice person and I'm talented. I have a lot going for me...but like I said....I'M A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL IN HIGH SCHOOL!! I'm gonna do some shit that some people aren't going to like. Its a part of life! I on;y have one life to live, why not live it up. I could eitehr sit at home watching MTV all day and ( Read more... )

Genney stressed = Can't function. Just a total break down, can't think, can't sympathize, can't do anything. Totally hopless.Not even chocolate helped me with my stress. And I ate a lot of it. WTF?! Chocolate always makes me better. I WANNA SCREAM!!

Why is it that everytime something happens and I tell someone, and I don't think its that big of a deal, i just think its funny, that its a huge deal and everyone freaks out about it and I'm just like "okay?". And when anyone gives me a present or something, I don't know how to react, even if its like fricken awesome, I'm just like "oh wow thanks ( Read more... )

I just want you to notice...

I am not disrespectful to my mom. She says that I am. HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF PMS!! Pluus she never fucking lets me do anything, She won't even let me go to fucking Romeo's. Its not like I'm gonna get raped or anything there. She has trust probems. She says she trusts me but I know she fucking doesn't! She thinks the whole fucking world is ganging ( Read more... )

I wish I could be beautiful

For you to love me

I wish I could be exciting

For you to love me

I wish I could be everything

For you

I wish you could love me

I;m so fucking terrified. I just got home from seeing my dad for the night.Met my mom in Bangor with the Mercadies. I'm sure you're aware that theres a fucking huge storm outside. We got in a car accident and I swear I saw my fucking whole worthless life flash in front of me. I'm so shaken and scared but thankful. I'm alive! And when I got home i ( Read more... )

I’m not dirt and I don’t play games and no longer am I going to take any shit from you. Too long I’ve let you emotionally beat me. You did care about me at one point, and if you still care about me now you have a funny way of showing it. You can’t step all over me anymore. You say hurtful things to me ever day and I know why you do it. You do it so ( Read more... )