Looking back on 2010 is pointless. It doesn't matter what I have done, it only matters who I am going to become next ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking happy its disgusting.
And by disgusting I mean amazingly wonderful.

I wish all of you the best every second of your lives.

Half of the girls in my History of English class are engaged or married.

You're 20 some years old! How do you even know who you're going to be tomorrow?

Whatever... my life is so kickass and rock and roll.

Smart only next to dumb,
Pretty only next to ugly,
Unique only next to plain.

The e-mails keeps coming,
the homework still needs to be done,
work is still expecting me.
My body still requires food,
my teeth ache for brushing,
you all don't realize-
that I've lost a limb today.
How can all things be the same?

It depresses me to know
that one great man
cannot make a difference enough
to disturb the whole world with his

1. Polyphone Spree- Light & Day ( Read more... )

In a dirty bubble.
Can't see out.
Can't let in.

My second favorite person on the face of this earth is approaching his death...
I can't even build up the courage to live.

I honestly tried. Seriously. I don't understand what I am doing wrong.
I didn't get into the opera, I didn't get a bid from any sororities.
What else am I supposed to do?

I'm pretty psyched about this year. I'm going to jump in with both feet. (Bad cliche, I know, how does one jump in with any less than both feet?)
SO far the plan is...
17 credit hours
15 hour work week backstage at the local assembly hall
audition for Cosi
audition for Drowsy Chaperone
sorority rush

.... this is why I like coffee.

Gramma and the Colonel are sunshine in a dark world. They are two of the greatest people that walk on this earth. Both are a few months away from being 95, and yet have a vitality and joy that I is missing is people our age ( Read more... )