im not really sure if this is even healthy. im always confused and i just want to be with you. i sacrificied so much for this. why cant you just make it clear what you want
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my first weekend and almost everyone went home. mat came to visit, but now that he is gone the lonliness sets in. i miss my car. at least i have plans for tonight. i guess its not too bad i do have some friends.
saturday is move in day. im so excited. we have already had two trips for golf. oregon and arizona. im tired. so all my friends are having a lot of fun in college. im the last one. we will see.