stress journal day 2:

Doctor's appointments.
Feeling like I don't have enough time to sleep.
Conference Finals..next week.

so today was better. i decided that i will stop making an effort when it comes to others. if they need something from me..then they can come to me. i no longer care..i feel like no matter how hard i try to help someone out, i just get snubbed ( Read more... )

i officially have no friends. everyone who i thought i knew has completely ditched me. of course they will expect me to be there for them when they really need me, but until then...who cares? i'm sick of being the dependable friend, who will always be there for you. it makes me so angry. what do i have to do in order for someone to be there for me ( Read more... )

whats livejournal?

interesting..i still have this thing

swooop two tests left...then the move back home...then partyyyy

last week of school, i dont even want to go.

i have to start studying, fuuuuck

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well, its been a long time. i feel like a completely different person. my first year of college is coming to an end. it was an adventure. i met a lot of new people, i fell in love...i worked my ass off. im moving back home for two and a half months. hopefully i will see all of my wonderful friends.

all of this only to start over again next year.

being home is the same. and i miss it, but i guess it was time to grow up & move on

so basically. i am deathly ill and i have finals this week.

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet