i am all alone at school today. they are either at youth day or not here. this sucks.


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i feel horrible. im such a dumbass. i lost my bright eyes ticket and i feel extremely bad for kelly. i dont know what to do. im sorry. so the weekend i thought was going to be packed with excitement..(bright eyes, formal) is now going to be shit.

i wonder if he is happy.

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i found a formal dress. and i bet ten million people will have the same one. oh well ( Read more... )

i miss my friends. i just wish that i didnt try to escape all hopes of establishing real foundations. i think its a curse. everytime..im either busy or too tired. i give up.

it was no longer than a year ago that i would spend most of my weekends with erin, alison and lindsay. i had never been more happy in my life. we were care free and we did whatever the hell we wanted. im trying to figure out how all of thet has changed. yeah, they are still my friends..but i barely see them..outside of school. now i have new best ( Read more... )

i had a huge fight mith my dad. i just wish that we had a relationship...the end

the days are longer it seems. and i find myself with less to say and more to care about. but with such responsiblity i have an extremely low patience level. i cant wait for thanksgiving to begin. thats all.

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so homecoming was so gross. Everyone looked beautiful and I felt out of place. the only funn i had was getting ready and that 5 minute dance with my best friend ( Read more... )