Comments | brilliant_laced: Don't bother I'll be fine

brilliant_laced

Don't bother I'll be fine

Mar 26, 2006 00:53

I was practically force fed chocolate cake from Chili's. About 1/2 a cake is 635. So that was more then I ate all day. I even got the healthy chicken sandwhich was only 420 and i didn't even eat all of it i just loaded up on the steemed brocoli and was pretty excited that I was able to go out, not look stupid because I couldn't eat a lot and have ( Read more... )

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Irony wantthinthighs March 27 2006, 21:34:06 UTC

You mentioned irony about your goal to become a nutritionist... How's this one for you?... Im studying to be a psychologist!!!

Re: Irony brilliant_laced March 27 2006, 22:19:58 UTC

hahahaha. that was great. =).

In response ariannahhh March 27 2006, 23:44:19 UTC

First of all, I appreciate how you worded your email to me. Yours was written in a polite way, not like the other one that was sent to me ( ... )

To add... ariannahhh March 28 2006, 01:23:54 UTC

I got to thinking and I'm still not sure if you're berating me for having ana tendencies or for not being ana enough. ?

But I have to say that because I was severely affected with ana years ago and because I still tend to think along those lines, but want to eat healthy and work out - which I am trying to do - I feel like I can contribute to this board and am hoping for some support for myself as well.

Re: To add... brilliant_laced March 28 2006, 04:25:16 UTC

haha i would never ever encourage anyone to be more ana at all. Ever. I wasn't trying to criticize you eaither, and I know I sounded hypocritical with the 1,000 calorie thing because I don't like that I don't eat that much, I know it's bad for me, I know that hating my body over things other people can't see isn't right eaither, and avoiding eating and focusing on how little I can and how much I can excersise isn't a way to deal with my problems, and that obsessing over my body, and wanting to get better but still feeling good that i only consumed so little, and now I know that you probally know exactly if not more how that feels. And I'm sorry because it's one of the worst feelings ever. And I am really sorry about your x husband and your daughter and your job and I know I'm only 17 and my biggest money problem is my car insuarnce and my biggest stress is an aftr school job and hs + jr college classes, but I'm always hear to listen =). I guess all I got from your post was that you wanted to lose weight, and about your kid, and all I ( ... )

Thanks ariannahhh March 28 2006, 13:00:21 UTC

I'm glad we talked about it all. I was feeling pretty bad and a bit defensive, but I guess it wasn't said in the post you replied to about my knowing all about this ana business from years ago ( ... )