I will take the blame. I will take ALL of it. I cant give some of it to anyone else because it was MY fault and it should never have happened. But because of my stupidity I hurt someone very close to me. STUPIDITY. I can't believe that I hurt someone nearly the same as people have hurt me before. Pushed someone as close to the edge that ( Read more... )

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I dont know what to think or feel or say or do. I just dont know. I know I hurt her...but it wasn't supposed to turn out like this. I should have seen this coming. How could I have been so stupid. I want to be mad but if I'm mad then I'm mad at my remaining best friends. I wont make it out like I'm innocent because I'm not. I guess you could ( Read more... )

Homeroom: Anderson
1:U.S. History Blake
2:Alg.2/Trig Schneider
3:English Phillps
4:Chemistry Harris
5:Spanish 3 Busch...C lunch
6:World Religions Smith
Sem2 6:Study Hall Fletcher Brewer...yuck
7:Psychology Bartel
Sem 2 7: The Church Cooper

Lovely....5th hour spanish sucks major monkey butts.....

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I have discovered something about myself. I think too much. I really need to stop thinking. I need to learn how to shut off my brain. I wonder if thats possible....probably with meditation or something.

Well, well, well......I'm off to my cabin in like a half hour or something, and chica is bringing one of her friends....so I will have to sleep in the basement...at least it will be cool. Umm yah not much else to say...I'll be back on Sunday but then I have to go in to work for a bit...and on Monday I'm babysitting till 7 or something. Oh man I ( Read more... )

Oh goodness. Monday and Tuesday were fantabulous seriously...I had a lot of fun. Though Monday night was full of screams from Cass and Jenny. "There's a spider in the bathroom!!!"-Jenny "Beth kill it!!"-Cass "Beth theres a spider over there!!"-Jenny "Beth kill it!!"-Cass and Jen. "Beth turn on the light!"-Cass "Beth turn off the light!"-Jen ( Read more... )

Why am I being so overly sensitive??