i'm in love with someone that will never truly love me completely. selfish is what you are right now. i gave up someone that i truly cared about for absolute bullshit. i put this happy lil smile on my face when inside i am crumbling ( Read more... )

i am...

so complete right now.
i'm in love.
i've met my match.
this is the true love way...

today is my birthday ( Read more... )

please just let things go my way for once.

i really deserve it.

& i really deserve this.

i'm just terrified...bc the second things are looking up for me something comes and demolishes everything for me hahaha.

<3
::crosses fingers::

looking at old posts depresses the fuck outta me.

yikes.

i tried so fucking hard to quit smoking.

one fucking day away from 1 month. and i failed.

i feel like such an idiot.

:'(

i'm sick and tired of all the bullshit in my life. i'm sick and tired of feeling miserable.
i'm sick and tired of everything.

i need a new life please.

feel so lost.

i'm not myself these days.

my life changes too much. and i HATE change.

things in my life have completely turned around since the last time i posted ( Read more... )

finally.

finally....

everything makes sense.
everything is as it should be.

finally..
my heart is at peace.
finally..
that sparkle is there again.
my heart held on to you for a reason.

i can't even explain the situation im in right now.

i can't even explain the way i feel.

i can't even explain the fact that sometimes i wish i didnt wake in the morning.

fuck im going insane. i just know it.