Boredom. Finished a shit-ton of paperwork filing today, and pestered more people about my request going through. The request, by the way, is for me to go up to NH for two weeks and do some bullshit work for my recruiter. Meaning I go to work for 3 to 4 hours and bullshit around then go home. It's like free leave, so it's cool. Get prepared ( Read more... )

My job sucks right now. I'm really ready to kill someone...You know it's funny I wasn't tired until I sat down at my desk. As soon as I sat down, my eyelids gained like 200 lbs. And what makes it worse is that I had to deal with Janette this morning. For those who are lucky enough to NOT know Janette, she's this bag of douche that Tiffany used to ( Read more... )

Die wunder dieser welt werden dir geschenkt
Gluck ist nicht kauflich sehnsucht bleibt unerreicht
Preisratsel
Winken nimmersatt
Kein mitleid fur die mehrheit

Nihilistic mystics
Apostolic alcoholics
Messianic manics
Cataclysmic and prolific

In the age of super-boredom
Hype and mediocrity
Celebrate relentlessness
Menace to society

Refuse is our inspiration
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I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

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Top 10 Favorite Songs of 2005:

10. ICP "Deadbeat Moms"
09. The Von Bondies "C'mon, C'mon"
08. Rammstein "Zerstoeren"
07. KMFDM "Real Thing"
06. Kraftwerk "Elenor Rigby (Big Beat)"
05. Rammstein and Marilyn Manson "Sonne (Metal Mix)"
04. Static-X "Just In Case"
03. Ebola Joy "Klavier"
02. Rammstein "Mann gegen Mann"
01. System of a Down "Tentative"

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I realize I am probably the most terrible person ever because I haven't done a real update in forever, but I couldn't really care less. I'm actually at work right now, doing absolutely nothing...I've already finished all my stuff I had to do...I did that a week ago, so I've been staring at a fucking wall the past few days. Not much is going on at ( Read more... )

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Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits:System of a Down "Mr. Jack" Waking up:Depeche Mode "Personal Jesus" Average day:Rammstein "Ich Will" First date:Slipknot "Vermillion Pt. 2" Falling in love:Rammstein "Amour" Love scene:Novocaine 2001 "The Model" Fight scene:Necro "Empowered" Breaking up:Rammstein "Ohne Dich" Getting back together:HIM " ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get out of Pensacola, it's so fucking boring down here. In just 18 days I'll be in NH!!!

Shennanigans ensue!!!

I think a giant party would be awesome when we get there, but since that isnt likely, I think EVERYONE should meet us at Funworld, because we are awesome like that.

7 years ago ( Read more... )