I can't help but feel like every one is faking what it is they are telling me. I feel so bad but I can trust anyone and it sucks more than I ever thought.
It dumb shit too, I can't even handle jokes now,
I have just stoped talking to every one.
Im sorry. I miss you all very much.

"Progress of human civilization in the area of defining human freedom is not made from the top down. No king, no parliment, no government ever extended to the people more rights than the people insisted upon. And I think we've come to a place with this psychedelic issue. And we have the gay community as a model, and all the other communities, the ( Read more... )

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I meet a amazing man, this weekend.
He got me thinking about my life.
My meaning.
I am so deep in thought, I have hade lots of people asking me what is wronge.
Nothing is wronge.
I am thinking.

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I wish i was still lost in my own happyness.
A year ago today, i was perfectly happy with:

My life
My friends
The world.
Poeple being dumb.
People being fake.

I was so content.
So happy.

I need to find something that can give me that again.
I hate feeling like i do know.
I was content in my happyness.
I just wish I could live like that again.

I think you are almost the worst person ever.
I wish you would stop talking to me/saying things about me.
You are doing these things your self.
I think i hate you for it.