your secret is out.

i want to transfer to UCLA and start fresh, clean slate with new people and new places.

there is nothing here for me anymore.

i need this.

drastic, i know, but, i have the money, and nothing is holding me back.
i could go absolutely anywhere. i want new.

i just want out of here.

i just might follow through with this.

I AM SO FUCKING STUPID.

where has this gone?

not again!

like tonight, as i lay here in bed thinking ( Read more... )

natalie portman shaved her head and she still looks absolutely magnificent.

i'm leaving in an hour for FSU.
lindsay is coming with me for orientation and such.
she's going to Miami so that's really good.

i really like her.
she is beautiful.

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today is my 18th birthday.

it's not that we're scared, it's just that it's delicate.


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so i either go to Yale with a $65,000 scholarship

or...

FSU with a full.

UMMMMMMM.