I dont even know where to begin with this thing. its been way too long since ive even thought about writing in it. and theres way too much to tell and not even time in the day. im almost done with school. and its actually a bit scary. ive been talking about being on my own and being done with school for a long time but now that its pretty damn ( Read more... )

AH! where to start. lets seeeee...something new. um..my dad is dating again! 14 years with my mom. and a couple of years "healing" and hes finally dating again. her name is omi. short for naomi. and shes really nice. shes got gauges and tattoos. shes pretty goddamn chill. she actually gave me gauges that my mom really didnt care for ( Read more... )

Bleh.

are you really going to get mad at me because I said I didnt want to work 8 hours a day in a fucking cubicle? I want a job that lets me go out and get fresh air.

like PHOTOGRAPHY.

I want to travel to new places and meet new people.

I dont want to be stuck staring at a computer screen all day counting down.

this is my first job.

leave me

you know when you hear certain songs and the meaning behind them is supposed to be peaceful and uplifting? I can just picture the mass amount of destruction in sync with the song. Like imagine by john lennon. try it. just let your mind go through all of the horrible things that have happened in history. I see the berlin wall being built to it. the ( Read more... )

I am so fucking wound up I could scream ( Read more... )

I highly recommend putting lady by regina spektor on your playlist.

Woo. Sooooooo. I dont even know where to start with this. I know that I just want to type though. Im in a typing mood. type type type. Ian has our book. im kind of anxious to see what he writes. cause I know I wrote sooo much. theres like 4 damn pages chillin in there that he hasnt seen. well..has seen now because I gave it to him..but you know. ( Read more... )

School in a few days. its incredible how fast summer went by. and its incredible the amount of SHIT that happened during that short amount of time. Went to Carolina this summer. That was pretty eventful I suppose. sdkfhsdkjfskfjfbsdkf I dont even know what to type. I just feel the need to do it. I like the feeling of the letters underneath my ( Read more... )

Alright. im listening to music I want to be listening to aaaat..almost one in the morning. I just got out of the shower. odd? maybe. but I feel relaxed. and clean. and refreshed. and thats just how I want to start off this thing ( Read more... )