One day more....back in Tuscaloosa, and actually loving it excepting the Rush part, which is always going to be miserable, regardless of what I do. That's okay though - 1300 girls is not something most people get terribly excited over anyway, and most of the ones I met yesterday were exactly the kind of nice girls you'd hope would get involved ( Read more... )

So, there isn't really that much interesting to say about my life right now - there will be a ton to say, I'm sure when I get to England, but for the moment, nada. Mary Katherine's party is tomorrow and my mother is working herself silly to make sure it's awesome (that and the other event she's hosting tomorrow at our house two hours before the ( Read more... )

I love just spending hours catching up with friends I've known forever. Reminiscing (spelling?) is a healthy and happy thing to get to do. Mad, mad, mad props to Meredith for making such an outstanding scrapbook that provoked such a great night ( Read more... )

School is almost over, la la la la la la. Can you tell I'm happy? Gonna be fabulous...

Most of the music composed after the turn of the century I'm finding is not music. It's extremely creepy screeching on violins that sounds like rats running around in a horror movie. Blast Chernov for giving us this satanic listening assignment. Blast George Crumb for writing "Black Angels" especially. Ugh.

I believe in God, the Father Almighty ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say and I don't know what to think and I definitely don't know what to do I'm lost in a sea of thoughts that keep crowding out everything sane and rational and make me want to just leave and go I don't know where but away and I hate it and I'm tired of it and I don't understand why I am this way and I keep thinking things are ( Read more... )

Apparently when you leave home for a while, your family forgets how prone to rage you can be. I have come a long way since high school in dealing with it, yes, but that will not stop me from occasionally feeling angry and upset over a conglomeration of things that are taken out on a single event. And then, when you try to come upstairs away from ( Read more... )

In light of another entry, one year ago, I was lying in a semi-conscious puddle on my couch after having my wisdom teeth out. It was the drugs. And this Spring Break has been great - working, actually seeing and hanging out with people from Alabama, and realizing that even though I miss people from home and high school, I can and do have a life ( Read more... )

he tagged me. i am helpless ( Read more... )