So, I've been in Conway for a week now. It's been pretty awesome. Everyday is a pretty new experience. Billy and Brittany are never boring. They pee on each other in the shower. gross. They spit on each other. They fight and break windows. SO ENTERTAINING. I also have been applying for a lot of jobs. No luck yet. I have a good chance of getting ( Read more... )

So, the boy I met on New Years...I like him. Yeah. This is neat. He has hair. and he is tall. and I like him. This is fun.

Brittany and I just spent the past 15 minutes looking at our feet and comparing and contrasting until I realized how dumb we were being.... This is the start of something beautiful.

I'm still drunk from last night! WOOOOOOOOOO!!!

It has been a while since I have updated. Not much has happened other than a drunken Christmas break with my highschool friends. Fun times, seriously. I've enjoyed it a lot. I celebrated the New Year at Brittany and Billy's party. It was crazy, but fun.  I then spent two days in Fayetteville with Jaycee. He's back from California for a few weeks. I ( Read more... )

I have too much time on my hands and not enough to do.
Every morning when I wake up I feel:

a) kind of gross
b) reluctant to get out of bed because I can’t think of what to do once I am out there.
c) like I wish I could cry.
d) like I wish that I could cry so much that I would almost welcome someone to come punch me in the face, so that it would finally ( Read more... )

Okay, it's official. I have the coolest hermit crab in the world. I mean, Coconut is just amazing and magical. I came home today, and went to check on him in his fancy new cage I bought him, and there he was... being amazing. I still don't quite understand how the hell he managed to get up on that tree. I mean, surely it's difficult without hands ( Read more... )

I just don't have the energy for a lot of shit right now ( Read more... )

I've started sleep walking again. Always good. I woke up in my sisters room this morning.

I just weighed myself- 10 pounds gone in a week. Go me! I can fit in my size four jeans again!

I have a feeling I'm about to lose some weight like crazy. I have so much energy, but I haven't really eaten anything in two days. I had a bowl of cereal at 8 AM yesterday, and I had two bites of grits this morning for breakfast. That's it. I can't make myself eat. The thought of it makes me sick to my stomach. This is a good thing, folks.

So, I went back to my therapist for the first time in several months yesterday. I've been off my medication for a while, and it isn't good. I'm just so down and depressed again. So, I'm getting back on it. He also put me back on adderall. I'm excited. I took one this morning, and I've gotten so much accomplished already. I missed this stuff. I've ( Read more... )