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i deeply apologize for all of the sad/angsty/immature/lame posts in the past.
im a new person and i love everything about my life, even the bad times.
if you are a part of my life, i love you. i really do.

i hope you had a very merrrrry Christmas. I did. Well, despite the whole first christmas since my ( Read more... )

I'm alive and well. I'm getting a computer for Christmas because I'm going back to college. So, I'll probably be returning to the world of livejournal. We shall see.

A desperate plea. I am so tired. so so so tired. In the past few months, everything that could go wrong in my life has. and I'm tired. Not one thing has gone my way lately. I need a change. I'm not sure how to go about it though. My behavior tends to lean towards self destructive. I've been trying to do things better, be better. However, it seems ( Read more... )

It's been a really really long time since I have updated this thing.  I know a lot of shit has gone down, but I don't have a computer so it's been lost to all of you. I feel maybe it's been too long to pick this habit back up again. So much has changed. I don't really know where to begin. I'm a completely different person than I was 6 months ago. I ( Read more... )

I would like to have a light brite. yeah.

A random annoyance of mine is mothers who refer to their child's age in months after their first year of life. I hear this "ohhh he's 19 moths old" garbage at work all the time. That is completely ridiculous to me. After twelve months, why the hell would you not just say "he/she is one"??? ugh.

I miss Brock ( Read more... )

I need some snow. If it is going to be this freakin' cold it might as well snow ( Read more... )

Our heat hasn't been on all day. I'm really really cold. Rose, Brittany and I just layed in Rose's bed cuddled up for like 3 hours because we're freezing. Warm me up.

I HAVE MY FIRST JOB INTERVIEW EVER TOMORROW. I'm going to be working at Seattle Grill, bitches! WOO! I'm (almost) EMPLOYED!

I've already seen you 5 times since I moved here.
i have tried to replace you
with cigarettes
beer bottles
television remotes
computer keys
brown grocery bags
stacks of wrapped boxes
loads of laundry (overnadover)
hugs (now and then)
anything to distract my hands and my arms from the fact that you are not there to fill them.

i am going to sit in a hot bath ( Read more... )

Is it so bad to want to drop everything and fast forward to summer so I can jump in a big body of water and lay in the sun and eat popices and wear a bathing suit everyday and just live outside ( Read more... )