Everytime you're near, It's my countenance I fear. The days wan away into the visceral vastness of sedated summer days when the jigsaw will lack your poignant piece. My eardrums are tired with the nocturnally occuring notes, tickling with the sickeningly painful PANG of my thoughts sans joyful melodies ( Read more... )

I can see the writing on the wall ( Read more... )

Fuck you, sometimes. Just fuck you.

Get me out of this GODDAMN TOWN!!!

Sometimes I feel cynical. And in that cynicality, I feel hypocritical ( Read more... )

I am famished...from trying to pry open your eyes ( Read more... )

You really get desperate for time to breathe when you've backed yourself into a corner in life.

Everyday feels closer to the event horizon.

I'm less insecure and more anxious (and afraid). My decision is imminent.

Please tell me something. Why do I keep slowly falling down or off of people's top 8 on MySpace, and why do I care ( Read more... )

The clouds are so effing beeyootiful today!! And I have also re-discovered my undying love for Superdrag ( Read more... )

I've got a reason to be sad ( Read more... )

Okay...you win...I'll leave you alone. I'm used to it. I'm too tired to pay attention anymore...this needs to be the last time I try to be anything more than just that Ben guy for a while. It's not like anyone really sees me when I try anyway. Maybe this world is in fact cold and unappreciative. I'm not losing faith that there ARE people in ( Read more... )