"Honest to God I will break your heart., tear you to pieces and rip you apart...."--30 Seconds to Mars

"I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing. Hold on to what I'm feeling, savoring this heart that's healing."--Flyleaf

Idk LJ. Maybe it's me. Do I just attract those same kind of people? I mean really? I kind of miss high school ( Read more... )

A dark space,
filled with yield signs and stop lights,
many roads left unpaved,.

Vacant buildings,
a parking garage with one space open,
this one spot has been saved.

In and out,
one car after another,
nothing truly permanent.

A BMW with tinted windows,
triple black with leather interior,
with barely any millage spent.

A bright red honda,
fuzzy dice in the ( Read more... )

So it's been like forever and two days since i've written on this thing but I felt like I really needed a place to just write freely about all the things I'm thinking about right now. I'm so angry at her. I mean not only did she go see her on my birthday but now on our one year she can go give her dog shots but can't stop by to say hi. I am so ( Read more... )

Shmone got a livejournal so i'm suppose to send you guys to her cause she can't find you all.....she is under my friends as majesticmoney....add her and I can help her do the rest.

xoxo Britterz 

Just when my mind is made up and my heart is ready to deal with the pain that follows she puts a monkey wrench in my plans and shows me I'm wrong.
How does she do that?
How can she change my way of thinking from cloudy to clear through meer words?
Does she know she does that?
How does it work?

Her hand feels like my safety in this storm. Grabbing on ( Read more... )

So a lot has happened since I've last update on this thing. I really dont come here as much as I use to so I figured I should make an update of the news. Umm well where should I start ( Read more... )

So you know when you have just finished this really indepth conversation were in some intense and strange sense things maybe came together and yet you are still somwhat still a blur that you aren't sure if your words still make sense ( Read more... )

 so yeah my new years was pretty fun. Went to Amandas. And if anyone has ever been to one of her parties you know exactly how it was. Lots of grinding, sweating, yelling and much much more. Originally wasn't having that great of a time but Shmone got me into the spirit and I ended up not wanting to leave. I had so much fun even if my ex was there ( Read more... )

"If you let go, I'll let go tonight."

So I am pretty excited about how things are going so far. Haven't really had much time to spend with people lately but that's not completely my fault. I have been working my ass off like crazy because we are all working everday at Celebration and so you do what you have to do. My check however will be huge and ( Read more... )

"I've got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here I hope you understand."

I thought of someone when I was listening to that. I think they know who they are.

So I have been talking to this guy. Carrie's boyfriend's cousin to be exact even though I knew him and was interested in him before Carrie and Tiny started dating. But anyways we ( Read more... )