today sarah took me to dinner. it was really nice shes supa sweet and i like her lots. i think she might be coming over tomolo and ima cook her dinner and she gonna help me get rid of my boxes. maybe. and ive a date on thursday with francesca and im pretty excited about that. we're going to order in. movies... food... should be an interesting night ( Read more... )

okay so my mother didnt take it so well. she told me she'd never accept me and it really hurts. she thinks im out to get her and i do all these things to hurt her. ive never experienced this before. seriously ive seen it happen on tv but i didnt know it could feel so bad. i dont see anything wrong with my being gay. what is the big deal? arent we ( Read more... )

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i really love dita von teese.

oh i forgot to tell you that i got a job. i start tomolo (monday). at 10. the pay is crap but in 3 months they'll give me a raise. i think im going to be happy there though. The company is called kc new york but ill be working with chor. they sell to hot topic and urban outfitters. yay me.

i absolutely cant stand when someone tells me i dont look like what i am. of course i look like it since i am it. like thats that. its so fuckin irritating and really really makes me angry. for example brian always tells me i dont look asian. like seriously shut the fuck up i obivously look asian since im half asian. ajlkserioa so annoying. like i ( Read more... )

i went to brooklyn pride tonight. it was supa fun! i cant wait till manhattan pride. thats going to be so much better. i went to my pride volunteer meeting today im excited for that too. thats about it. out for 12 hours im so happy to be home and showered and in my bed AND ONLINE!

im starving! haha im eating lettuce and radicchio. no salad dressing. no nothing. im so sills.

ive been a little lonely lately. its rough not having tv or internet. ive been painting and making pictures for my walls which is fun! tomorrow i meet with a company again for the third time. its a follow up meeting. idk what that means but i hope they're gonna give me good news! im excited that sarah is coming back on friday! ive missed her. thats ( Read more... )

totally just cleaned the kitchen and as i was putting my leftovers away it fell on the fuckin floor! im so upset! that was an entire patty. i gotta go food shopping tomolo now. well i always had to go food shopping tomolo but now i gotta go the second i wake up versus for dindin! im so dumb! i better start making a grocery list.