I don't know what my problem is lately. Or maybe I do. I'm so tired of being insecure. Really, like I feel like I'm trapped or something with no escape. School is overwhelming and work just adds to it. I'm unhappy with both which contributes to my insecurities but isn't necessarily the cause. I called into work tomorrow, probably not the best idea ( Read more... )

Oh Lord. I'm tired. Yesterday was pay day and I went to Victoria's Secret and spent some moolah on a bra and some undies. Very cute. I also bought 2 really cute shirts from Aeropostale. Not usually a big fan of that store because I an A&F girl, but these were actually okay. Howie is at the hospital. His grandma had a rough night last night and they ( Read more... )

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Herberger

2. Last words you said: "A survery about nothing"

3. Last song you sang: My Humps-Blackeyed Peas

4. Last person you hugged: Howie

5. Last thing you laughed at: Howie's dog Buddy

6. Last time you said I dont remember: I don't remember lol....probably like 10 minutes ago since my brain doesn't function

7. ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. Howie and I didn't do a god damn thing. We rented Mr. and Mrs. Smith and watched the ball drop. After we watched the beginning part of the South Park movie, had sex, and went to sleep. And I think it was probably the best New Year's I've ever had. I added a new pic to our facebooks and myspace, so if you're gay or bored (or both ( Read more... )

Ohh yeah one more thing I forgot to mention ( Read more... )

It's New Year's eve, and Howie and I have no plans. Nice. I don't even care quite frankly. I'm getting too old for dumb shit, as gay as that sounds. It's been nice to have a couple days off of work. 12 hours will kill ya. Howie is upstairs playing Madden as I sit down here all alone amusing myself by writing in this thing. We went to Great Lakes ( Read more... )

First of all Merry Christmas.

Howie and I went to Vegas, we were gone from the 19th-22nd. LOTS of fun. Full album of pics on my facebook and I'm working on putting them on myspace but it's kind of a pain in the ass to load them one by one. We stayed at the brand new Wynn, which is the world's most expensive hotel, $2.9 billion to be exact. We got ( Read more... )

School sucks. Wednesday is my last day. Then let the partying begin. No not really. Thursday morning at 7am is my first day as a nurse tech. Definately have to be sober and fully awake and alert for that. We're playing with people's lives here for crying out loud.

I leave for Las Vegas in one week....woo hoo! Can't wait. But my enthusiam has been ( Read more... )

Lol, don't ask about the title. It's a school joke. So yeah, today was our last day of clinical. I'm so glad it's over but at the same time I'm sad. I really got to know 9 other of my classmates who I probably wouldn't have gotten to know otherwise. We had a lot of fun. It certainly blew ass when I had to drive all the way to Sinai-Grace at 6am ( Read more... )

Well, I have yet another nurse tech job. I start December 18 on cardiac stepdown at the main hospital. I go next Monday for orientation, I have to miss school but so what-I get paid for it!

Howie booked our trip tonight. We're going to Las Vegas December 19-22. We're staying at The Winn Hotel. It just opened up in spring and it's supposed to be ( Read more... )